tabs in, went with 2 this time because it felt like the right dose
the goals of this trip arent very specific but the general direction is trying to get me more in a position to get my shit together now that the court shit is clearing up
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finding the ways in which i make myself blind to myself are important and the best ways of doing that are often looking at the differences between you and others, and one thing that's come to my attention recently is that i have a different experience on acid than others seem to. it seems like my ego keeps appearing as if it's mostly intact when this seems to get obliterated in others
obviously the most likely explanation is some kind of self deception but if that's the case i'm not sure how it works