i can't help of being reminded of all the "Progressive Liberals" who made a meme era about threatening to hunt me for being "doe"
love to have to listen to a kid getting fucked up in real time while the walls shake from their parents fighting. why is kidnapping a crime again? oh because children are property
mothers that stay with abusive fathers because they want to tell themselves they care about their child can actually go fuck themselves. your kid would be better off without you, you just want to play the good cop in the psychotic abuse ritual that is the nuclear family. narcissistic possessive freaks
i want to give my semi-deliberate obliviousness to fear to as many people as i can through stories i tell and how i lead my life, i want people to be able to be free from interpersonal domination and the dead rituals it reproduces
a pattern i'm noticing really strongly is how conservatives really like falling for scams with each other. it feels like they define themselves by the scams they're in with each other. it's no coincidence that conservative programming will have significantly more predatory advertising attached to it and watching people like musk really give the game away for what it is. the people at the top know there's money to be made and the people at the bottom just want to be part of a group, to be shepherded
it's actually just really shitty to tell everyone that you care about that you care about them if what you mean by "care" is anything substantial or imo worth being around. your desire to care is always going to outstrip your capacity to provide it. your brain remembers you at the center of your little personal jesus story but tends to forget all the confused and hurt people you leave behind in your wake. if you cant give them what your brain wants to promise them just shut the fuck up
grinding to disappear