ZiaNitori @ZiaNitori@masto.anarch.cc

man i just keep getting more hostile to religious stuff. very grateful one of the smartest people i've ever met told me they considered themselves religious or i'd probably be a lot less charitable than i'd like to be

the way that the fungi keep trying to heal the world but man keeps trying to burn it all back feels way too on the nose

i've had this thought before but just recently thought about there literally being a prophecy in the story and was trying to figure out what function it served besides flavoring the village

thinking naussica is at least half consciously meant to be prophetic

feel like how people talk about repression is really stupid and only occurs to people who can also meme themselves into feeling guilty about things. you can change almost anything about how you produce desire for any number of things in your life but when you talk about this wrt sexuality or some other more sensitive subject all of a sudden someone can frame it as "repression". i'm sorry but this just sounds like cope for a weird version of blue balls and i didnt "repress" to make myself not experience that phenomenon anymore, i made myself less of an overexcitable/hasty bitch about sex and it disappeared

keep running into this thing where other people take symbols way more seriously and assumed to be full of content than me. flag/category/whatever doesnt mean anything, your brain is broken by language taught by authority and you actually cant fucking think straight when they're invoked, you look deeply sick

love to signal that i have retarded preconceptions about how relationships and sex ought work, it makes me more attractive to people for some disturbing reason

man i fucking hate the word "rizz" it's like "game" except without the reminder that this is a psychopathic way of thinking about human relationships and it just broadcasts that you're fucking miserable in bed

i love when out and out misogyny just gets repackaged and absorbed by the bigoted antibigots

feminist who thinks "women have a lot of good reasons to be scared of men"

fasting again

god i cant fucking stand christians

cant stand it when people act embarrassed about being nude, cant stand it when people bait being vulnerable, cant stand it when i can tell that something is being twisted to fit some weird sub/dom framework. it's such a boring fucking script that produces genuinely disgusting people on the other end of it

i think i'm generally repulsed by the way 99% of people engage with sex. it's always cover for retarded submissive dominance stuff and it's usually a good sign you havent really gotten over being a fascist

the way marxoid freaks will slander pacifists to try to make their comrades think more like troops is getting more gross seeing how they were in the camps too

everytime i catch up on minecraft updates they add a billion really cool tools for mapmakers that i would have creamed my pants about back when i was playing as a kid. i think after the pokemon game gets in a playable state i'll dip my toes back into storytelling through minecraft mapmaking